was surprised that my GV manager actually told me that i'd only 3 weeks more to go. lols. :D well, in this past few weeks, i knew quite alot of pple. i learnt many things too. i've realised that being out in the workforce ain't that easy after all. responsiblity. commitment. friendships. planning. :) attachment will come to an end in 3 weeks time. time table for the coming sem will be out soon. busy schedule will start to line up. study. study. and STUDY.
i'm glad that i'm working BOX today. heh. i'm going to be back to the place which i first started. though it will be a -lil- boring, but it is FUN afterall. observing pple. hearing the DING DONG from ljs. HAHAHA! i'm going to plan my time well so as to DATE my fellow friends. i wanna go k-boxing with fishy bMs. i wanna go shopping with my bestie buddy. i wanna have dinner with my classmates. i wanna spent my special day with my darling. i must finish doing EVERYTHING before i hit 18. it will mark the end of being a sweet 17 girl. :x
lalala~!
Posted at 10/9/2005 1:44:48 pm
Thursday, October 06, 2005
exams results was being released on 6th oct. TODAY!
one word to describe how i felt: FEAR!
i had this feeling that i will repeat my IEF.
i guessed everyone was feeling the same as me.
i tried to force myself to sleep.
i even dreamt that i failed.
i did not slept well.
so i woke up at 8am, preparing for the worst to come.
suddenly, my handphone rang.
a weirdo no. *oh no*
i was shocked to see my results.
i PASSED all the modules.
i was damn HAPPY.
i quickly helped darling to check his results thru NPAL.
he did tremendously well.
DOUBLE HAPPINESS.
heh. :D
well, both of us were HAPPY. (:
so we decided to have our breakfast at plaza mac.
headed down to sentosa after eating.
TANNING session. heh.
the beach was isolated. deserted. i can barely count how many pple on the beach with my fingers.
omg. can you imagine?
nvm. but both of us had a GREAT time.
the sun was STRONG.
left the beach at around 3 plus.
headed down to town.
SHOPPING time.
i was burnt. RED. HOT.
it was PAINFUL.
but i continued SHOPPING.
was surprised that i only bought a top today. heh. :D
but i was still HAPPY.
had our dinner and we went home feeling shacked and tired.
well, i just realised that my birthday is tml based on lunar calendar.
but... i will be out the whole day. WORKING.
i'm gonna open candy bar early in the MORNING at 9.30am.
and i'm working closing at fish n co. at NIGHT till 11pm.
so basically i can't spent any time with my family members. ):
but no matter what, i will definately celebrate my 18th birthday with my darling and parents.
21 more days to go... i'm waiting. :x
HAHAHA!
last but not least, i'm a HAPPY & FORTUNATE girl. (:
Posted at 10/6/2005 11:21:12 pm
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
I JUST FEEL LIKE BLOGGING NOW!
BUT...
I SIMPLY HAVE NOT MUCH TIME LEFT.
ARGHHH.
GONNA BE GONE IN THIS WORLD.
*VANISHED*
Posted at 10/5/2005 2:10:30 pm
it really WORKS!
well, i was down with a SERIOUS stomachache yesterday. perhaps it was due to that FREAKING dumpling which i ate yesterday morning. ): but i still dragged myself to work despite the pain. spent my WHOLE day standing at candy bar station. packing nachos. popping corns. cooking hotdogs. serving customers(mostly ah ne). :x i'm not being racist BUT two BIG theatres screening INDIAN shows was FULL HOUSE. so all i could see was 'ah ne' streaming in. omg.
enjoyed working at fish n co. on friday night. FRIDAY NIGHT. MONTH END. so it was FREAKING busy. but i was working OUTDOOR. nth much happened except that the night passed SLOWLY. :x i was shagged & tired after the WHOLE day of work at 2 places. BUT i was surprised to see PEARL! my XIAO MEI! heh. :D she had slim down. woohoo! wanted to slack at mos burger but there wasn't much burgers left. so dragged ourselves to mac. crapped & crapped. HAHAHA!
my SHORT holiday life is just revolving round GV. nothing else. now that i'm 'attached' to that place, i had lesser time for my buddies & even mr tan yuan shing. ): nvm. i just have to endure. tolerate. arghhh.
studies? work? which is better? *wondering*
Posted at 10/2/2005 1:58:35 pm
Thursday, September 29, 2005
woohoo! i love this word: OFF!
OFF=free from everything esp. WORK!
heh. :D i'm MAD.
need to work, i complained. never work, also complained. guess there's smth wrong with my mind.
but who cares?
i love OFF days. *bleahx*
it means i can PLAY, EAT, CRAP, SHOP but not TANNED.
cos of that STUPID weather. :(
nvm. i shall enjoy myself to MAD with my darling.
in this coming OCTOBER, i will be packed with lots of dates.
i must not forget to date my BESTIE BUDDY, ms coral! my classmates! my fishy bMs! out.
i wanna have FUN. :)
one more mth to my SWEET 18th BIRTHDAY! heh. :D
well, i'm still YOUNG. 17 only.
no M18 shows. :(
i can't watch Deuce Bigalow. i can't watch 40 yrs old virgin too.
so sad. awww.
nvm.
back to some stuffs about my NEW work.
well, received my pay yesterday. *on the dot*
no delay. cool.
just finished my entire training at Box Office.
going to move on to Candy Bar station.
hopefully things will be fine. *praying hard*
well, i'm looking forward to FRIDAY.
not bcos i'm going to work at Candy Bar. BUT...
i'm going to work at Fish & Co. at night. :)
though it will be tired BUT i can be myself.
FUN. LAUGHTER. PEACE. & JOY.
HAHAHA!
i know Putri missed me. :)
ain't it SWEET? :x
i'm MAD.
/ignore me. BYE!
Posted at 9/29/2005 1:57:12 pm
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
GREEN! GREEN! IT'S GREEN!
HAHAHA! :D
i miss GREEN stuffs to BITS.
i want my KIWI. my BROCOLI.
i'm LAME. YAY! :x
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well, was working closing ALONE yesterday at box office. it wasn't that EERIE nor SCARY as i had ecpected. heh. only SILENCE. if only there weren't any patrons watching late movie, i could have closed earlier. but well, i still managed to report to the manager with my CASH & CREDIT sales 'on the dot'. NO ERRORS. YAY! maybe jason was fated. he can't work closing when i'm doing box office. HAHAHA! :D cos there will be either SHORTAGE or EXCESS! omg. anyway, it wasn't a tiring working at GV. no huge CROWDS. only SHORT queue before sessions.
NOTE: ONLY WATCH MOVIE ON WEEKDAYS! IT'S CHEAPER! SAVE YOU $2.50!
HAHAHA!
IT'S TRUE!
one more thing....
DON'T BUY POPCORNS IF THERE'S NOT A NEED! :x
REASONS?
1st: EXPENSIVE! (ain't value for money)
2nd: You're coming to watch MOVIE & not eat POPCORNS.
3rd: UNHEALTHY
so consider TWICE before buying. that's one piece of my advice. YAY!
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well, well, well. exams results will be out in 9 days time. will soon be the end for me. IT'S THE END! ITE! hope. dreams. miracles. DOES IT HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE? >.<
Posted at 9/27/2005 1:45:01 pm
Sunday, September 25, 2005
silence. smile. that's all.
this week is gonna come to an end soon. i still have to endure and learn more things in the coming 5 weeks. well. i got to know more pple there. but yet i'm still not the usual me. i can really be as quiet as a mouse. silence! perhaps it's a NEW environment with UNFAMILIAR faces around. now i know that movie week usually starts on THURS and ends on WED. wierd rite? it's kind of hard for me to plan my stuffs.
had been working till 2am in the morning for the past 2 days. it's tiring. mentally tired. imagine someone counting ALL the vouchers used for that day at 2am. omg. a stack of them. sians 1/2. fear of shortages. but well. everyone does make mistakes rite?
i still LOVE working in fish n co. it's a place where fun & laughters are esp. with great peers. at least i'm the NORMAL. i can behave NORMALLY. =)
HAHAHA!
NEW ENVIRONMENT. UNFAMILIAR FACES. SILENCE. JUST SMILE. that's what i've been thru this week.
time is really tied. i need to squeeze in time even to talk & meet up with darling cos he's working at fish & co. while i'm at that NEW environment. different schedules! arghhh. but things are getting fine. that's cool. :x
Posted at 9/25/2005 2:06:44 pm
Saturday, September 17, 2005
was it supposed to be a gd/bad ending?
well. it's gd that it had ended. but it's bad to know the results.
deep inside my heart. i know that things will not be as smooth as it is.
but. i try to appear as though it will be.
after this incident. i realize that till today i still can't handle my emotions well.
when i'm down. it's hard to cheer me up. i may appear to be fine. but i'm really disappointed.
i let my emotions control me!
so right now. i'm still in the midst of preparing for the worst!
-end of part 1-
finally this TRAGIC exams had come to an end!
had a GREAT time with a bunch of peers yesterday.
we had our dinner at suki sushi.
though it costed us a BOMB. but we did enjoyed ourselves.
laughter is what we had!
caught a movie 'the longest yard' after our dinner.
i can't imagine that i actually slept during the middle of the show.
i must admit that it ain't a boring show. but i was just too tired.
HAHAHA!
but i managed to wake up to catch the last part of the show. :/
well. everyone enjoyed it. *winks*
-end of part 2-
exams finished=start of attachment
imagine someone selling tickets. popcorn. tearing tickets.
omg. this is where a business student can be attached to.
perhaps it's a service line. so...
being a business student. u must know how to deal with PEOPLE.
HAHAHA!
but i do hope that i can gain something from this SHORT attachment prog.
well. i need to plan everything!
i wanna enjoyed this SHORT holiday.
but i had to work at GV 8hrs/day. 6days/wk.
omg.
i'm freaking packed.
NO leaves.
arghhh...
i'm still gonna work at fish n co.
cos i simply miss working with a bunch of GREAT pple.
the laughters. the fun. the spirits.
but i'm still gonna do my SHOPPING. TANNING.
HAHAHA!
-it's the end-
Posted at 9/17/2005 12:42:23 pm
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i'm still left with one last paper.
i'm disappointed in myself.
BUT...
i asked myself: 'what's the point crying over spilled milk?'
does it gonna change anything?
the answer is so obvious: NO!
i love accounting.
BUT...
i was demoralized by what i had done.
i know it shouldn't have happened.
black-out? stress? pressure?
i don't know. i really don't know.
i had confidence in it.
yet it left a deep mark in my heart.
i had never did so badly ever since i took up accounts in sec 3.
hais. i'm really disappointed in myself.
BUT...
what's the point?
others may think it's nothing. BUT...
i'm really stressed. i gave myself tons of stress. i just don't know why.
IEF is over! i don't have much comments to make abt that paper.
just another TRAGIC paper!
now. i fear of getting back my results. FEAR!!!
BUT...
there's no point. just let nature take its course then. i shall see.
i don't believe in miracles. :(
one more paper to go. that will mark the end of my yr 2 first sem.
-what is done is done. it cannot be undone.-
-no point crying over spilled milk-
-it really left a deep mark in my heart-
-i won't forget what i did-
``puresaddness_
Posted at 9/14/2005 11:39:30 pm
Sunday, September 11, 2005
3 words to use: FEAR! PANIC! STRESS!
EXAM SYMPTOMS!!!
i'm suppose to be studying right now! BUT...
i'm blogging. omg.
WHAT AM I DOING?
i shall STOP blogging right NOW!
got to do last min studying.
i still need to have my beauty sleep.
i must conquer FEAR. PANIC. & STRESS!
before i resume to STUDY mode....
i need to EAT!
well. if i'm hungry. i can't study. i need food.
KIWI. FRUITS TARTS.
i'm coming!
gone!
Posted at 9/11/2005 11:50:59 pm